After 2 days after IAP i realise i am quite fortunate compare to my classmates and lab friends. Maybe this is how i get compensate for my hell FYP.

First day went to chinese garden to wait for my shuttle bus and i was so worry i remember the place wrongly cause i keep wondering if is chinese garden or lakeside. While waiting for the bus i keep chanting the bus number to make sure i wont miss bus. The whole trip took half an hour to reach and it jam like hell. Suddenly i realise i am the only attach student in this company and the rest are adult, great.....

The building is about 2 storey high, quite a old building like those even if you got murdered inside no one will know unless the murderer get guilty and confess. I follow them into the building and they went to a corner to change their shoe to sandle and is compulsory to do so. But wat really confuse me is tat i dunno y some lady bother to change cause there is like no difference before and after changing, maybe a change in color only.

Got a access pass and was directed to my table and started to do filing job. A lady then approach me to take lunch order cause they dun have canteen here so lunch is cater food. I have to decide wat to eat for the whole week and the best part is that lunch is free, haha. But now i abit worry cause i totally forget wat i order for wed to fri, later take other staff food then abit strange. Oh yar the food is like fried kuay teow, yong tou fu, mixed vege rice, curry rice, bee hoon and others..cant remember very well.

I am station at the company HQ as some assistant admin and my job is to do filing, arrange paper work and contact ppl in other country through msn. This company got other branch in indonesia, thailand, china, vietnam, malaysia, philipines and hong kong so i have to contact them through msn to get the required document. The challenge of this is to decyrpt wat the other country ppl are trying to say cause some of their english is not very good.

So on day 1 i still dunno wat time end and i work till around 6, suddenly my supervisor shout at me "wah, y r u still here?", the rest of the staff all look at me. Then she told me i work till 5.30 and my shuttle bus will reach around 5.45. She told me i can work OT but of course i say no lar...haha... So miss the shuttle bus on day 1 but on day 2 i got onto the shuttle bus and its last station is at west mall!!! omg.... cant believe it.

Looking at the way how ppl work in my company i am scared. They are totally hard working and damm entu about their work. They go late for lunch and everyday reach early go home late!!! YAR!! REACH EARLY GO HOME LATE!! Is crazy. like wat renick say, they are machine... totally opposite as wat we did in fyp...haha... Seeing all this it makes me hate to work in office job. Seating in the damm chair for long hours and staring into laptop forever....

NO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

adult life is scary.....

Look at how my sis tortured me................ Force me to smile when i look like shreak.

Tml is my presentation....good luck to me.....

Yesterday was a damm tiring day... went to nan chiau high school to help out at a primary sch competition.

BEFORE.....

AFTER.....

This year got around 500 ppl taking part in this competition, think the most number of participants in singapore weiqi competition so far....

So during lunch time all the kids are suppose to leave the hall so that ppl can clear the hall abit. but the kids love weiqi so much......................

At least 3 sch helper have to 'guard' a door cause the kids cant wait to rush into the hall.. seriously is like a few hundred zombie out the hall cause they all are trying so hard to break through the helper's defence line. And when the door is finally open they rush in like aunty rushing in for the last day of singapore sale......

Renick show me one of his masterpiece and i think it should be frame up casue is too perfect... Is like a mirror image to that person...ahaaahahhahahaha

________pls dun kill me...RENICK FORCE ME TO DO THIS!!!!

Tml is presentation....dead!!!!! heard that all the supervisor will see each of us present and i have to wear formal...ahhhhh.....

Normally during mother day or fathers day or parent birthday we will give the gift at 12am sharp.... stuff i gave my mum...

When i tell my friends i gave a vibrating cushion to my mum they all gave me a strange look. I duuno y they can link the word vibrating to vibrator. Anyway this frog is cute...

Got this super duper big calculator for my mum too. She was quite happy cause the numbers are very big and with her long-sighted(eye flower)problems she dun have to frown everytime she calculate her business stuff.

Today is monday so went out with mum and sis to sakae for dinner..... After that went to pre order harry potter and FINALLY!!!!!!!.......

YAHOO!!!!! 200 pounds beauty soundtrack are out on sale!!! Grab them without hesitation even though they cost me $28.

I seriously think my sis should be a full time blogger. Her blog can really be funny and lame. Brought me lots of laughter....

Spend 1 hour plus in lab reading some story forwarded to me by a sec friend. The story is sad and touching but the bad thing is THERE IS NO ENDING!!! say must buy the ending online..DAMM!!!!

Tml is tue...good luck to my project.

Next sem onwards due to some personal reason i wont be teaching my sat class anymore. So sad that i cant be teaching these bunch of kids and i am starting to miss them. Is not good to be too emotional or sentimental cause i tend to find it hard to forget the good time with friends or whoever i know. Thinking of wat farewell gift to give them in 3 weeks time.

YES!!!! 200 pounds beauty soundtrack coming out next week. MUST BUY!!!

NO!!! Next week is week 11 for my project and i got 2 weeks left for completion. Actually if i fail i dun mind. yar, waste 3 more months but i can play 3 more months of weiqi and if i get into a better lab i might even score better. OMG, i am just so positive.

Tml is mother day so went to action city to get the super duper big calculator and a vibrating cushion for my mum....HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!! (there goes my 50 bucks)

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I am never going to eat or order frog related food from today onwards.

Yesterday before going to weiqi i went to a nearby hawker in bishan to get my dinner. I was waiting for my dinner to be serve anda customer ordered 2 frogs. The boss then grab to frog from the tank and pass it to a LADY in the kitchen. Because the cooking area is quite open so we can see wats going on in it.

Wat happen next make me feel very uncomfortable.The lady(quite young) tookit without hesitation, drop one frog into the basin and grab the body of the other frog in her left hand...Then she spread her righthand wide open and slam in towards the frog face.Just like expressing the word f**k, some ppl point the middle finger while othersclench one of their fist then using the other hand, slam it towards the clenched fist, except that there is a frogin the fist now.

I am very shock at the way how the lady kill the frog.Somehow i think the first frog faint or something but when she did it to thesecond frog, it is still struggling...so the lady took a chopper and try to 'behead' the frog but i think the skin toothick so like din affect the frog. Then the lady took a sissor and cut through its mouth and began pulling out its skin.

It was like i just watch HOSTEL(animal version). Was feeling sick the whole day. I just find it too cruel, they should give the frogeat some pill or injection so that they could die peacefully.Imagine the frog is human....my god... I cant imagine howKFC kill their chickens.

Went to watch 200 pounds beauty with jon and renick in sun plaza. Even though is my third time watching is still so nice. Going to get the soundtrack when is out in 2 weeks time but abit ex, cost 29.90.

Project sux as usual. Was trying so hard for the past few days to correct the sample program but today mr koh came to ask me how am i doing for my project. So tell me my problem then he say.."Oh, not this sample, is another one"... I was like...AHHHHHH i just wasted so many days and the new sample i got look like alien code to me. Shit.....

KOFU took over food junction and today was the first day. The smell inside kofu smell like dead fish, and the economic rice stall look so low class....like those secondary sch stall, especially with the white lighting. And the signboard outside kofu din blink today...maybe the staff complain saying it look like some prosititute club, hahahahaha.

My uncle strike 4D and won $570,000. That is really alot and my mum say he cant sleep. This is something i dun understand...570,000 to my uncle should be peanuts cause he is so damm rich, house cost 2million plus, and a boss of some big company.

What will i do with 570,000? Donate $1 to charity, $1 to swa and the rest go buy weiqi board and books, muhahahahaah...

Yesterday nothing to do so went crunchyroll to surf around see got wat show then i saw 200 pounds beauty. Went to watch it and i love that show. Is damm funny and touching....worth 5 stars. Everyone should go watch...

Insurance agent are scary. That lady call me the other day then intro the saving plan policy to me again and insist on meeting up to say the detail. She totally give me no chance to reject her. Said wed night u free? no? how about thrus? busy too? ok fri can le right? so 7pm in bukit batok mac, see u then... doo..dooo she hang up. I was like wah!!!! So i use my last super weapon...i sms her saying that my parents bought the plan for me le. haha, i bet she is cursing and tearing up my personal particular.

Yesterday when i open the door for my parents when they reach home i sense that are have a bad quarrel. Cause normal when i open the door my parents will stand together but yesterday night one was at the door, the other was still far walking slowly... And i was right... this morning my mum complain to me about wat happen and she say till her eyes so red and almost cry. Really feel so sad for her.

Seriously she can really tolerate my dad cause my dad is 1 very unreasonable guy. She told me 3 of her worker order a soup and egg to share for dinner and it cause around $11. Then my dad suddenly hot tempered say they can really eat and so ex.(woker meal is provided by my parents) But they only eat once a week and 3 ppl share $11 food is very cheap already...but still my dad like mad ppl keep grumbling and not happy. Then one of the worker who is quite old ask my dad if he wans to join in then he shout no loudly at her... Then my mum keep saying dunno y she marry him...

Today is the first weiqi lesson for year 1 and the respond was not bad. Went to bishan at night for lesson and played with cs and by the end of review it was around 10pm so no choice i got to take cab home. The cab driver is one interesting guy, once he know i play weiqi he keep asking me how weiqi is play cause he wan to learn but dunno where can learn. Then suddenly say till mao zhe dong, korea, japan then say about korea war, japan war, USA helping south korea, china helping north korea... getting a feeling he was recapping on my social studies.

Then he say among all the customers, korean are the most noisy cause the way they tok like wan to fight and they very stingy. Japanese and british ppl are quite generous... the funny thing is that he say vietnamese talk like 2 DOGS BARKING. haha...i cant stop laughing at the way he describe them. he told me he was taekwondo 3dan, bla bla bla.... was nice talking to him beside the war theory.

Have been watching infernal affairs these few days and i really like the show alot. I find all 3 series nice but in the end the good guy always die.... this is something i hate. Everytime when i watch show where good guy die off i will keep thinking of the show and the moment he die will keep flashing past my mind. Seriously if i get to see the director of infernal affair i will beat him up, muhahaha...

Go www.crunchyroll.com to watch infernal affairs. Is one of the best chinese films. MUST WATCH!!!

Was eating in canteen last week then this gal was giving out the nyp newsletter. OMG, is like so waste money lar!!! first, is all colored printed (imagine the cost) and they give to all of us and u know after seeing these newsletter and realise our face is not feature in it we will sure dump it away!!! Great... there goes the money........ And imagine the amount of trees chop due to these newsletter!!! Poor mother earth....

Anyway was browsing through the newsletter and i saw this pic...
Showing one of the course using this pic.... At first i dun find it funny but when jon say she look like witch i cant stop laughing. seriously she look like a witch looking at her potion and her nose, muhahahaha the camera angle make her nose look sharp, JUST LIKE A WITCH!!!!

This pic of her is 80% funny. If u wan to see the 100% funny one u should see her in the poster at the main entrance of NYP. You know the main entrance at block N there? got alot of poster showing the different sch like SIT, SEG so on... and her pic is like MUHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..SUPER DUPER FUNNY!!!!!

ok....enough for today....laugh too much later cant sleep.

Was sick today. So din go sch. Went to sch doc. Get MC.

Played pokemon diamond today and i played continuously for 9hours. Holy cow..........

Dun watch CSI when u r eating. WAs eating sandwich just now and suddenly the coroner went to poke someone eyeball.... Threw my bread away.....

Good nite.. very tired.

OMG.... that noisy aunty actually got into the korea selection!!!! happy holiday to the young gal going along with her....(should help her get a ear pluck or something)... Went to bugis and realise there was 1 more selection between 3 gals cause they got the same point during yesterday's selection.

Was eating lunch with renick in north canteen the other day and TELL U GUYS SOMETHING!!! DUN EVER EAT THEIR economic rice (CHIA FAN). It sux..... look at this...

I did not mess it up...it was given to me this way.... i really lost my appetite... doesnt it look more like dog food? And it does not taste good at all.... EEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee

Club crawl was last week n my weiqi frends really put in alot of effort in the notice board...

one of the section for weiqi... quite a interesting idea...

recently got alot of this letter in my letter box...

the first time i got this i was so excited about the content...but......

this is the content.... asking u to contact the person if u wan to win 4D.... seriously if there is a method to strike 4D y would ppl still be passing it around?

Got so bored in lab so decide blog this entry in notepad then copy-paste to blogspot.

Wed n thru is club crawl and this year mind sports was very different from last year, it become a muchsmaller booth. I realise many ppl dunno wat is club crawl till i say CCA open house. Y did they useclub crawl? i dunno too...maybe they expect the year 1 to crawl into the sports hall cause they shy? haha..is lame...

These few days i keep wondering if things dun turn up that way, will i still be playing go? Of course hikaru no go make me start playing go but it is that thing that make me continue playing despite how tough it is to make commitment and constant hardwork.Is not a gal or whoever u r thinking..... Many ppl think that playing go is just playing, wats so hard about it? but behind those playing they dun know how much time and effort we spend alone researching and studyng on question. Most probably i wont continue playing go and even if i do i will stop at 20k to 18k and not till the 1d i have today.

Nothing is fair in this world, thats wat everyone like to say.i just feel angry when i see ppl who are so damm fortunate and not lack of anything like money or stuff yet complain on minor things and keep grumbling how sad they are.y cant these ppl look around them and see how other ppl are living...

Today got a selection to go korea in june for competition and was the judge cause june got attachment so cant join. surprise that in ladies group the old noisy aunty actually got 5 straight win.... omg...imagine she going to korea???? i will help those going korea with her to buy mask. muhahaha...




Envy those ppl....... can only be like them in my next life....

Treasure wat u have.

I just know the title of my bloody project today...

DEVELOPMENT OF 3D VISION SYSTEM USING LASER TRIANGULATION.

sounds very cool? i know. i am going to fail....

So this teacher who is like my second informal supervisor ask me "so after knowing the title u know wat is 3d vision, wat is laser triangulation?" Of course i dunno... so i just show him the question mark face. Immediately he say "i thought u play weiqi one? Ppl who play weiqi should be able to bla bla bla......" He just love to use weiqi in our conversation and this is like the third or fourth time le... GREAT!!

Hate my supervisor, just throw everything at me and expect me to do perfectly and yet everytime MIA....

School suddenly become so crowded....

Was reading a weiqi article and is was confirm that GO will be in the next asia game in 2010. It is a good thing but the champ will be either from china or korea cause pros are taking part and amateur like us stand no chance.

Anyway GO replace international chess next year and is a sad thing for international chess cause they r on the way to become a permant sports in asia games if they are approve in the 2010 asia games but the official replace it with GO. To be a permanent sports in asia games u have to be approve in 3 consecutive asia games. India(a country good in international chess) must be like so damm sad....

1 thing that strike my attention is that there will most probably be pair go. This will be very interesting. even though in pair go u still wont stand a chance winning the pros, but there will be a larger chance to rep singapore for it. Muhahaha...But pair go means u need a female partner for it....

So i ask told my sis about it then tell her that the winner of this year pair go competition can go japan. She was like wah!!!!! and say she wan me to teach her more and bla bla bla...

If u r expecting me to be overjoyed, nah.... she is 3 min hot degree(in chinese). Last time after she watch hikaru no go she so entu in weiqi but awhile later she gave up. So i dun pin high hopes on her.

dunno wat to blog.

Went to mac to meet that lady and i thought it was another survery but i was wrong. She start talking about saving and i find it not right after she repeat and repeat again, not going straight to the main point. Finally she say she from AIA. I KNEW IT!!! Damm..... Ask me to buy some plan on saving. Wat she said is very true but just worry i wont be able to fork out the money required monthly.

After that talk realise that begin a insurance agent is not easy. U have to be really good at talking and even if u talk till your throat pop your 'prey' might not wan to buy in the end. really a tough job.

Sometimes dunno y ppl can get amused or entertain over childish, stupid and meaningless coversation or chat. Really kill my braincell.

Time for me to grumble about sch stuff.

I hate sch I hate lab I hate project I hate C++
I hate sch I hate lab I hate project I hate C++
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I hate sch I hate lab I hate project I hate C++

Very moody in lab cause i dunno wat to do and presentation is next mon!! i am really dead. Who can help me on my project???? Haiz. Sooner or later i will despression cause i get very worry and scared these few days over project.

Went to club room during break to see them for training. Envy them so much, so carefree and can spend so much time on GO. Is good to see them train seriously and really hope they benefit from these trainings.

Went to crystal jade for dinner today with my family. I always suggest that place when frends dunno where to have their meal (of course is a joke). But the food there isnt as nice as i thought, is very average and expensive. BOOOO!!!!! I go downstairs da bao hor fun even better, haha..

There was once i was having afternoon break alone in mac and this lady approach me for a survery. Being a helpful and caring citizen i of course say sure. Btw if u ask me if she is pretty or not i really dun remember her face at all. Only know she got 2 eyes, a nose, mouth and..... oh yar, she got hair. BTW, she call me today and hope to meet me again in mac for survery and i dunno y i say ok. I dunno, is kind of strange cause i not sure if she is nyp student(she dunno wat is FYP) and she like can meet me any time. Hope is not a scam, haha...maybe i think too much.

Today in break i got abit carried away and said a joke which is not very funny and maybe offended someone. And he did that 'action'. My blood pressure suddenly rise alot and my blood vessels feel like bursting. I know that action dun mean much but i am damm sensitive to that action, dunno y. Just hate it. I cant promise i wont break it if i see it again. So i remain very calm and quiet and chant "is nothing, is nothing, is nothing" and when i reach my lab, i chant 5 more times, indeed i feel much better. If u r reading this post, i apologise for saying such a joke. Just dun do tat action again.

I ask a few of my frends this riddle but none of them understand the joke....

A mother is giving birth to a twin baby. The doctor deliver the first baby and it came out safely but when the second baby was being delivered, the doctor told the mother that he has already been dead for some time in her womb. The mother was very upset. 30 years later the surviving kid wanted to be a coroner(someone who inspect on dead bodies). The mother was very guilty and she blames herself to cause her son to choose this job. Why???
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Because she thinks her son spend too much time with a dead body causing him to be influenced.

Evan after saying the ans almost all my frend think is because coroner have to spend long time with dead body tats y the mum is upset.

BUT NO!!!!! Is because the boy spend too many days with his dead brother in the womb causing him to get influence. It took me 4sec to understand this joke when i was watching CSI yesterday and i suddenly let out a loud laugh. My maid immediately told my sis she should call an ambulance for me.

Today got 2 new student in my class. One is a transfer student from junior class, the other is a kid from taiwan and both of these parents know abit weiqi so kind of stress when teaching the class. Especially when they stare at every of your move during lesson. I dun like parent to be in class when i am teaching, very stressful, haha.

One of my aunt is a graduate from NUS but now she is not working and just looking after her kid. I cant help thinking y spend so much time and money in uni when u only wan to be a housewife in future. I mean is just so dumb to go through exams after exams and not use the knowledge u got after graduating...I dunno, thats wat i think.

I got a frend i know during my part time job in popular and when i ask her wat she wan to be in future, she said she hope to work in hotel. I am quite surprise. Ask her y and she said during lunch or something when u walk around the hotel u'll see ppl smiling and happily enjoying their holiday and she feel happy seeing ppl enjoying themselve. Is really a unexpected reply.

Like for me, i hope to be a GO teacher. Not because it got GOOD pay or get i will get very popular but seeing a student understanding GO, hearing them say 'oh yar' after u explain their mistake or some question and being able to spread to more ppl really make me enjoy very much.

Different ppl have different thinking and will have different perspective of job they wan.

Whats yours?

Was looking through my tag and jerlyn say i din blog. Haiz...not i dun wan to blog but everyday in sch is so dead and lifeless...i wan to blog also dunno wat to write...

ok, enough of sch....

Today is goooooood friday and i spend whole day in bishan training. Anyway those who dun like to read GO stuff is advise to skip this paragraph unless u cant sleep. My training start at 9am and last all the way to 6pm, was so damm tired. Realise i miss lots of training and those who went reguarly improve real fast. There is so much for me to catch up..... Played against him in a 45min per person match, even though i win by time but by right i have already lost so really upset on losing to him. FYP is making me miss so much training. Speaking of training i really think yls is really great. No matter how tired and late he will still review game for us if we have any question, is only now i truly understand wat shaiws said about yls when i wan to learn under philip. Philip training is good and i really learn alot from him but it is really too expensive, i wonder how long can i continue learning from him.

Was buying drink from mama shop just now and this indian lady in her 50s walk towards me... As she past by me she suddenly gave a LOUD burb. I was so damm freak out cause it was damm loud and the more i think of that sound the more i feel like vomittng. In the end i drank my drink 2h later...

My junior design a weiqi 'logo'. I seriously think is so damm lame. If u dun understand the pic it is showing that 3 white evil seed is trying to surround a crying black seed and the happy black seed show it has escape.

Everyday in sch i will pass by the student admin office where ppl who wan to enter NYP or appeal into NYP will register in there. These few weeks it is fill with ppl and most of them are with anxious and nervous face. Most of the ppl wants to appeal into NYP either they dun like the course or sch allocated to them or their result is too poor. I can really understand how they feel cause i experience it when i was coming into nyp. I did not manage to get into my 12 choice so had to appeal and i told myself if i get in i must treasure it and get good result. But in the end i only treasure it but din get good result.

I cant believe i am in my year 3. Time just pass so fast. But main problem is.....

what have i learn in the past 2 years?

i dont know.

I hate going to sch. Not that is bad or wat but i just dunno how to do or how to start whenever i on my com every morning.

Unlike the past, i have no one to help me with my project.

Next next mon is my presentation..... wat am i going to present?

Kind of scary..................

AHHHHH!!!!!! Just went to get new contact lense and realise my contact lense can last 2 weeks instead of 1 week. That means i just wasted like 1 month worth of contact lense..AHHHH!!!!

Sch was boring today...... very very sleepy...

Nothing interesting to blog...

Thinking of ways on how to promote weiqi (GO) to more ppl but i find it quite hard if ppl dun open to it or try to know about it. Like my lab, my classmates have never heard of GO and most of them think that is connect 5 or reversi...

Found these interesting facts on GO in the net...

-Go is the oldest game in the world still played in its original form. Some estimates are as high as 4000 years
-Top go players can earn nearly one million US dollars a year
-Go is simple enough for a 4 year old to learn, but too complex for a computer to beat a human who is a strong beginner
-It is believed there are more possible game variations than atoms in the visible universe
-Go is considered one of the premiere challenges for programmers of artificial intelligence (chess is not considered a challenge anymore).
-Go is strongly believed to stop or reverse common senile dementia in the elderly. Additional information is coming that it may reduce the incidence of Alzheimer's
-Go has an immense impact on the mental development of children, particularly in the area of reasoning
-Chess is primarily a left brain game. Go actively stimulates both the right and left sides of the brain

My dear frend renick said i should update my blog so as a gooooood frend of his i should update abit.

Bought DS lite last week and burn a huge hole in my pocket. Some of the games are fun and i even miss my train station in YCK yesterday cause i got too engross into pokmon dash.

Sch is as usual.... struggling to figure out my C++ programm and stuff my head with information on different library C++ book. I realise one thing, those author try to be lame. They try to joke in the book but is not funny at all, the more 'jokes' i see the more i feel like sleeping in lab. No wonder C++ book are always so thick.

This is my 'workstation'. Have to face this bloody pc everyday...... The firewire camera on the CPU is something i need to use for my project. Dun ask me wat am i suppose to do for my project, later i cant sleep.... Anyway mainpoint of me telling u about this camera is because it is a great help for me in lab, haha. In my lab my back is facing against the door so is hard to see if teacher has enter the lab or not so ta-dah.... I can see very clearly now...muhahahahaha.. ok, very lame i know.

Damm, those C++ book are making me think and talk like them...shit.

Really dunno how to pass my project this time round. I know nothing, ZERO.

Tried a new teaching method for my sat weiqi class and it din really go well. Especially those who are not as good one cause they dun concentrate on their question, tend to look around and keep complaining they dont know how to do. Have to stick back to the usual teaching method.

I dun like to use the word weak to describe ppl who are not that strong in GO especially my student cause i personally find the word 'weak' offending and rude. Ok, i know no link to the above paragraph, haha ....it just suddenly come into my mind.

Went with my mum n sis to some chinese resturant in westmall and i order lots of food cause damm hungry... I saw this roasted duck in the menu and the pic look so delicious so i place a order on it. But when it came, i feel like vomitting...

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This thing look 100% different from the pic lar.... My sis keeping saying i bad taste, anyhow order but when i show her the pic in the menu she say "WAH!!!" This dish look very familiar to the dish i make very morning in my lab toilet. Maybe my dish more appealing.

One of my GO frend have been taking this bag for some time....

Is a HP bag. i forget wat HP means...something porter de. But i think harry potter better. Anyway he told me this black cloth with HP wording on it cost him $300+++....OMG...that is like the price of 150 chicken rice or 150 double cheese burger(if u prefer western food). I dun think i will ever get a back more than $100...Even if is a puma bg.... maybe GO related i might consider muhhahahahaah....

If u are expecting a lame post or a very funny post U SHOULD STOP READING NOW!!! Move your cursor to the top right hand corner of this window and click gently on the 'X' button.

This post is going to be fill with all my complaints and grumbling of my project.

For the past 2 weeks i have been complainting that my supervisor hasnt tell me wat to do for project and finally he told me last week that i am going to do some face recognition thingy and few days later he say there is a change of plan and i will be doing some camera/lazer thingy and is only till today i get the bloody camera.

The best part is he dun even guide me along as in tell me which area should i focus to study on and he MIA all the time. Other supervisor is always in the lab and if got problem can straight away ask them but mine?? fat hope, have to wait long long, really long long cause i never know when will he be back.

Ask me to borrow some visual studio book but wat the hell, those books are fill with words and all those IT jargons, who knows wat the hell they writing about.... Trying to show him the book but again he MIA the whole day...maybe he go find 1 cosy corner to sleep...

When he sees me he will repeat the same thing all the time despite me asking different question. He will keep replying read the book, borrow the book bla bla bla....

I am going to fail my fyp, i am serious. I dunno how to start.

The the other teacher who set up the camera for me is another joker teacher. Show me a set of programming code then say stuff like, "this is bla bla bla, have to see here, click here but hmm, i not sure too" then he will skip to next program. Again he will say same thing again, NOT SURE TOO.... then he will just suddenly walk off, trying to surprise me....

I am really confuse... 2 teacher telling me different instructions... which one should i listen to?

Today is damm bad day for me. My supervisor keep asking me where i go cause i was not in the lab when he went there to find me. Luckly my experience acting skill manage to cover up the lies but i can still see he is not convinced, damm not enough acting practice.

What worst is that he came to wake me up today in lab cause i somehow dozed off... so lucky sia. When i need him he cant be found, when i want him to go far far he will pop up anyhow to surprise me.

Lastly, that bloody bastard asshole $^%&@^$#@&%$# better shut up, i can still torlerate now. But if i explode 1 day i might chop off his fingers, muhahahaha. NO lar, joking... toes is good enough. I am seriously affected by his craps, i dun care if he is joking or wat, it doesnt sound like joke to me and is definetly not funny.

Dun ask me anything about it, i dun wan to talk about it.

Thursday after sch went to ding tai feng for dinner.

Is my first time to eat in this resturant. Was a debrief for judges of the recent competition and is the first time it held in such a 'high class' place. Normally it is held in the association and everyone will be like sian de.....

To me this is kind of lame. Cause the food like the small dragon bun taste almost the same as those cheap china road side store i try when i was in china last yea...This is wat i order, zha jian mian. Is very different from the zha jian mian i eat before. The sauce is good.

Nothing special about their small dragon bun.

Was enroll into swa exco committee yesterday and hope i can change their abit slack system and provide more new ideas for them so that more ppl play weiqi in singapore haha. Currently looking for sponsor to sponsor us our new phamplet but hard to find sia. Hope to change weiqi to GO cause weiqi is more of chinese term and it sounds kind of old. GO look more cool and might appeal to more youngsters.

SINGAPORE GO ASSOCIATION rather than SINGAPORE WEIQI ASSOCIATION.

Today is a fast day for me.... Reach class at 830am as usual then pretend to read my C++ book till i wan to sleep. Luckily jon n mos reach sch le then i go meet them. Went to mac chit chat awhile then go back to cage to sharpen my acting skill.

Decide to try something new so that i wont fall asleep so i type out the code from the book and run the program. Normally i would hope that there is 0 error but for now i hope to get as many error as possible so that i can find where i type wrong hoping that time past faster.

Finally my teacher approach me and hand me my project. Pass me a disc, a thumb drive look alike security device and the security code. then ask me to explore and understand wat isit about till next fri. Before i can get too excited, i look at the security code and is was so super duper long, eg.

GYT67F86HFST479GJFHD458FRT663DGFC07Y7TFCGS37RTYFCJH23JFVXU8GJHHG7

FJVJCD753FHYS47FU7T53TYD

So i have to like type slow n carefully to make sure there is no error.. in the end it cant be install, dunno y. Nothing to do for tml again...

Today i was release at 230pm cause got excuse letter to attend some club crawl briefing. I was excuse to 6pm and the briefing was from 245pm till 330pm...YAHOO!!! went library to sleep till 6... then meet the rest...haha...

Suddenly i realise my study table like kind of messy.

The other day went steamboating with jon, jer, mos and meng in some china shop intro by our future mediacorp actress, jerlyn.

Actually i dunno y i post this pic cause is like there is no food left, haha. Being not a picky and choosy good boy i find the food quite nice. (*not being sacarstic or anything*). Maybe i ate too many mushroom in the beginning until i feel like vomiting so din ate alot.

2 different kind of soup base, one is tom yam the other is some herbal soup. Jer must have felt so disgusted if she see the soup again...

Our future actress jerlyn. Some oil just splash on her face thats y she is covering it.

Yesterday went to be judge in one competition sponsor by ma kuang health care. I heard that they spend $8000 to sponsor this com. WOOOO, is like so much...

The competition area after the last game on the first day. Imagine the half the hall fill full with little children running and screaming around...Is deadly. Many helpers helping out keying the result into the lappy....

Really alot of medal to give the kids. The champion gets to represent singapore in the world youth competition (under 18) in boston, USA this year. So cool...

Was happy that 5 of my students get throphy in this com... I have to think of better way to help them improve in the next com in may.

Part 1

The siren rang without warning and i felt sick in my blood. The door opened and we were ushered down to the familiar corridor where i pass by for the past 14 years. Normally I would be looking forward to this moment for my meals but not now, not for the siren. Is time for the test again.

I grew up in an orphanage which is quite well known around the world and is heavily supported by the government agaency. It has facilities no other orphange had and the funds it had could buy a few countries. However i have never used these facilities before. They are just for display. When i was 7 years old i was taken to a room with other kids whose age are same as mine and several test was conducted on us and we were eventually divided into 2 groups, the TESTER and the WORKER. I do not know how i ended up into the tester group maybe is because of my small build and weak stamina. I was curious what i need to do as a tester, maybe try out food or try out new facilities in the orphange but i was very wrong. We had to try out drugs and medicine which are not stable yet and sometimes poison to see the effect. These poison are said to be used for assasination and the coroner will not be able to find the real cause of death and will presume as heart attack.

Everytime when the siren rang the tester will be escort to a room filled with people in white outfit and they will start testing drugs on us. Sometimes we have to eat pills of different shapes and size and other times with drugs inject directly into us. We will then be observed for a weeks for signs of side effects. Not all the tester are lucky enough to escape death, some will be dead immdiately after the test while others got stroke or paralyse for the rest of their lives and these tester will be left aside to rot to death.

I was lucky enough to survived the past 13 test and i am now going for my 14th one. The tester can only be used once a year so that the new drugs will not corrupt with the previous one. The corridor to the testing room was lined up with military soldiers to make sure no one try to escape or hurt those people in white outfit. Those who try will find themselves filled with bullets and even if they managed to escape from the soldiers there is no way they could escape from the tight security and the barricade around the orphange compound. The building was design in such a way that it is no difference from a first class prison and information leaking to the outside world is impossible.

I found my usual spot in the room and sat down awaiting for instructions. The man in white (MIW) approach me with a container 'CAUTION' as a label, puts on a mask and took the drugs out. This test was very different from the past one because this is the first time the MIW wears a mask and handle the drugs with extreme care, soldiers with mask on are surrounding my area and what totally freak me out is that the 'zip lock bag' for dead body is right beside my seat.

"Dun worry this is like the usual procedure you had before. Describe how you feel after consumption of the drugs." The MIW said calmly. He then took out a bible and mumbled some stuff before one of the soldiers pry open my mouth.

Tell him how i feel? I doubt i will be able to walk out this room alive. The drugs must be still at its initial stage and tester who test them will most probably end up in the morgue. The drug get closer and closer to my mouth and i pray hard that i will just die peacefully with no pain.

Suddenly a soldier rush into the room and stop the MIW. He whisper some stuff into his ears and the MIW gave orders to release me. "You are very lucky, you just got a sponsor." Before i could rejoice i felt a sharp pain at the back of my head and everything went black.

To be continued.....

Is fun in FYP today. My supervisor still haven tell me wat to do for my project so no choice but to daze into the com the whole day. No msn, restricted internet access, tense environment and "everyone seems damm busy" attitude make me abit siao le.....

Hope u can read wats on the screen... Think only my group will have chance to see this screen.

Everyone in my group like super duper hardworking de, write notes here and there, walk around with programming books only i like so free sia... Is just so scary......

Tour around and saw meng sleeping in lab!!!

After sch went TPY for dinner with mos, renick and jer in mos buger then we had a deeeep talk till 10+++. First time we cover such a wider coverage, haha. Was really a good talk with them.

Hope to have a better day tml.

Today is a bad day.

To me it is a black monday.

Report to sch at 9am for my year 3 briefing and SURPRIZE, we were told that our project starts today and we have to report to sch everyday from 830am to 6pm. We got divided into different groups and great, i was all alone in my new group, know no one there. At least the rest of my classmates have frends in their new groups.

After the briefing we had 3hours to slack before the next briefing by our group supervisor. So me, bob, mos and mic went to jer house to rest and play with her dogs. I really envy her cause she just stay beside the sch and cross 1 bridge will reach her house. Unlike me, need to take around 45min to reach sch....

His name is Brandy. He is damm well behave and wont bark anyhow like mad dog.

Haha, any pic of him.... I really hope to have a dog like this but the only problem is that his fur can drop real easily. And i might future my studies overseas so not wise to have my own dog.

The dog on the left is call Bully. He is a crazy mad dog. I AM SERIOUS. He is so damm hyper and can run here n there like super duper busy but he is just mad. Jer keep saying he very cute...omg i will die if my dog is like that, i might just chop off its limb, muhahahahaahhahaha.

If you are wondering if u are seeing 3 or 4 people in the pic, IS 4. Dun worry, u r not seeing things. There is a head behind those cushion belongs to mic. She is like damm scare of dogs, scare kena eaten up by them hahaah... Those cushion are her ultimate defence against the 2 dogs.

So after that went to my group briefing and i only see 1 familiar face but dun really know her, kind so sad cause i know no one and i am going to spend 3 months with them lar!!! The briefing was conducted by one of the supervisor who looks like hilter. He keep repeating the stuff like wear landyard, dun be late bla bla bla and say jokes only he laugh at.

Compared to other groups i felt that my group is damm strict and my project are helping industry to complete their product and no msn in our computer. We still have some 1 to 1 interview to choose our project. The interview sux.... They ask me wat have i done using these program, that program and i dunno how to ans. Finally they ask 1 question which i know how to ans, do u prefer flash or c++, guess wat i chose c++. I cant believe it, i hate c++ to the core in my previous sem and i choose it....... GREAT!!!

So they start to assign us to our supervisor and guess wat, i was assign to the boss of my group, A GRUMPY OLD MAN!!! And i was the one guy assign to him while other supervisor got 3 or 4 student under them.

One of the requirement for one of the project is to know how to swim and trap water, haha i find it quite interesting but damm not i take. The worst thing is that the internet connection is not the whole day. Is restricted to like from 9am to 11am, 12pm to 1pm then 5pm onwards................

Maybe my project requirement is act like a retarded. I behaved like retarded today staring at the monitor screen saver icon jumping here and there for more than 3hours. While other supervisor are briefing their student their project my supervisor was MIA the whole day. He only appear at the end of the day to brief all of us the rules and regulation in the lab (we have heard like more than 3 times in the earlier briefing) and keep saying the supervisor are not there to help us, we have to find out info ourself. Then say tml then brief me.... ahhhhh.....

I AM SO DEAD!!!!!!!

Tml onwards for 3 months i have to get my supervisor to sign on them everyday before and after sch.

Exams are over and i did quite badly for all 3 papers, especially the OS and IP paper. Think i can score around 1o marks over 100. REAL DEAD.

Next mon is the briefing for year 3 project and there is like no holiday for me. Think the project will start next mon right after the briefing. Sian de....

Came back from chalet and not much stuff cause it was raining everyday. Nothing much to talk about too... Kind of sad too cause all of us is going to be seperated into different class. Have to make new frends all over again..

Went to jon house after that to return his bike. His mum really look very teacher-like and his younger bro look like his older bro. Damm, jon must be so happy if he see this post.

After that went ikea for LUNCH. yar, thats right, not to buy furniture but for lunch, hahahaah. The food there is quite nice and is not very ex too. Went to shop around after that....

Jon began by serving us drinks.... This is the display kitchen in ikea btw... see how nuts he can get, muhhahaahha.

OMG, just realise he can be such a great model for hospital (stroke patient).... dun kill me jon...

And lastly bobby trying out the unique chair which supports the um-um... Look at his enjoying face...hahahhahaah. Will get that for your birthday present, no worries.

Time really pass so fast. I am like year 3 now lar. Although i wan to graduate from nyp very much but graduating means looking for job after ns. That is scary. Although i have plans to study in korea but it means i have to reach my target before i graduate in nyp to get into that uni.

time is running out....

watch battle royale today in crunchyroll. Is a sick show. After watching tat show i keep thinking if that really happen to my class, how long can i survive? Or will i commit suicide in order not to kill ppl?

Trust is important.

This is jon favourite dish. Special chicken set!!!
The chicken is like so big, look kind of scary....

Went to watch the protege (men tu) with jon and renick in marina square. Golden village got special service cause renick ordered cup corn and they say they will send it into the cinema when is ready, whao...

This show is not bad but it appear like horror show. There is this female actress who behave like tiao dang after adminstrating drugs and will make funny moaning sound... Overall the show not bad, is worth watching.

Drugs are bad!!!

sick... fell sick on tue night and i am still not ok on thrusday.

Things look bad. Ate panadole on tue night and fell much better but after awhile the fever is back. Ate panadole again and fever is gone but again it comes back shortly. Got abit scare cause normally after eating the first panadole the fever will gone for sure.

Went to see doc yesterday and he say if tonight i still down with fever i have to be admitted into hospital.High chance of getting dengue fever cause my area just got infested with dengue mosquito recently and i just search the net and great, i got quite afew of its symptoms.

Gtg sleep now, very tired. Have been lying on bed for more than 24h.

Just came back from bugis, very tired. These few days have been helping out at the dan upgrading com...

This is a once a year event where ppl get to rise from kyu to dan and from dan to higher dan. Din join this year cause i got lesson to teach on sat.

2 anxious father looking at their son's game. After these 2 days com i realise that having a dad who play go is not a good thing too. There is this kid whose dad knows how to play n stand behind him for every game and after the game he will start scolding his child for playing badly. And everytime u can see tears in the boys eyes.

Was having lunch in south canteen some day ago and i order 1 'normal' gyudon(beef rice).

Looks nice right??

**WARNING** the next picture is gross and should not be view by the weak heart.

This is the same order as mine except there are 1litre of mayonise on it.

Nothing to do at home do decode to take pic of the puzzle i do.

This four puzzle cost me a bomb. Think cost around $160. Fixing puzzle is time consuming and expensive.

Today is a bad day for me. Presentation on mini project sux, it really bring down my day.

IP pro sux too, have to rush on fri morning.

Just came back from a meeting in bishan regarding setting up of internet go group. Not very fruitful though cause they fuse up on little matters which can be like solve in like 20 sec for example the group name... OMG they keep saying not nice enough but who cares about name in internet, if u play well enough ppl will notice u regardless wat shitty name u got.

There was a performance there at the same time..

Quite alot of ppl came today to see the performance.

NOPE, is not standing on a ball to play weiqi or who can put the most weiqi seed in your mouth win. YUP, it is also not who can stack the seeds to the highest level win or who can slam the seed onto the board loudest using 2 fingers. Obviously it is also not who can squeese the most number of seed into your ear wins.

It is playing weiqi BLINDFOLDED!!!

See the guy in white seating on the first row blindfolded? He is playing with the guy in black. He is the only person in the world who can finish playing weiqi blindfolded without any mistake such as saying the point where there is already a seed on it. And he can play real fast, even faster than his opponent who is not blindfolded. So he will say like 13-9, 4-3 then another guy will place the stone on the board.

So there is once he said 13-8 of course in chinese cause he from china. Is like him scolding his opponent, shi san ba.......muhahahaha...

The game starts at 730pm and now the time is 11.15pm and is not finish yet!!!!

Went sch today and meet up with jon and bobby to do IP project in block s but the the lab is either lock or with teachers we dun know so we deceided to slack in library.

Jon got this really strange looking 'ang bin' (red face in hokkien) cause they went for the surf n sweat com yesterday in sentosa.. bobby, meng and mos all got sun burn too....

Went to orchard to shop around and saw this guy carrying this huge sign....

FREE HUG!!!! I was surprise that there are ppl who went up to hug him. Really curious why is he doing this...

Went to thai express for dinner.....

Green seafood curry is nice but is kind of salty....

Then we went to cold storage to get some food for ang bin cause he got a tight budget this week and i saw this...

Maybe i am just a frog in the well cause this is the first time i see this food sampling container. As in is left there for customer to try instead of the usual sales guy carrying around and make us look like hungry ghost.

I seriously think that there is nothing wrong if u dunno something. Maybe your frends might laugh at u but is ok cause u learn something new. Is not wise to fake it out that u know cause in the end u might not be able to come down the stage (xia bu liao tai).

EC exam in 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!