Mooncake festival is here and i will get to eat my favourite mooncake! Dunno why but not much ppl around my age enjoy eating mooncake.

Remember when i was young i call mooncake festival as "play fire festival" cause me and my sis will buy alot of candles and we will light them to burn stuff. haha, really bring back memories. It has been a routine for us until i dunno when or why we stop doing it.

Think we have really grown up.

National Youth Team selection is over and am glad that the selection was successful. Wanted to join the selection but have to be in camp for army open house so no choice but to join the next cycle. I really hope that nyt can last for long cause it will be very useful if we wan to send ppl to competition like asian games or sea games.





































































I have to be honest with myself. My passion for this game is not as strong as in the past. I dunno when or why i started to feel this way. I am really scared. Some ppl would suggest why not watch hikaru no go again, maybe it will motivate you? Yea, maybe it will but wats the point. Is like taking drugs... Have been asking myself what is the thing that makes me hang on to it for so long. I know the reason but i dun wan to believe is that way cause is pathetic. When i look around my surrounding in swa i feel kind of lonely and worried cause most ppl or i should say everyone is going to find a normal job after they graduate so helping out in swa is like a part time job to them. Some ppl just want to concentrate on playing and some want to help out in improving swa but just too busy with their job or sch work, in the end is still the older generation exco trying to crack their brain, thinking of ideas to improve swa. I hope to improve swa cause there are still lots of areas that needs to be improve. So what if we can produce a world champion, non weiqi player in singapore wont give a damm about us if we dun have a good image, if we dun have a good system, if we dun have good promotion, and so many other things. I really need help from my peers, i cant do this myself. Doing nyt proposal and other stuff have taken so much of my time, how about my weiqi training time? Where on earth do i find time to train when i still need to do up all the admin stuff. Right from the start i already know this, i can either choose to let go my training and concentrate on doing up a better swa or leave the admin work n new ideas to others and concentrate on weiqi. Deep down i know i wan to concentrate on training but there are tons of stuff that needs to be improve in swa n i cant just throw it aside. The effect of doing too much admin stuff is getting more n more obvious. Everyone is improving, everyone is moving ahead and i am still at the same point. What makes things worst is that every lost game i have is pushing me more n more to the verge of giving up. There was even a period that i felt irritated just by looking at the white and black seeds in the container. I think i am sick. Really really really tired.

After looking at cindy latest blog, OMG i cant wait to go korea.

It look so exciting and fun to live alone with a super huge mall beside your apartment.

At first i was planning to stay in the school hostel but think i will most probably stay in apartment now, haahhah.

For more pics go to her blog under my link:)