Was sick today. So din go sch. Went to sch doc. Get MC.

Played pokemon diamond today and i played continuously for 9hours. Holy cow..........

Dun watch CSI when u r eating. WAs eating sandwich just now and suddenly the coroner went to poke someone eyeball.... Threw my bread away.....

Good nite.. very tired.

OMG.... that noisy aunty actually got into the korea selection!!!! happy holiday to the young gal going along with her....(should help her get a ear pluck or something)... Went to bugis and realise there was 1 more selection between 3 gals cause they got the same point during yesterday's selection.

Was eating lunch with renick in north canteen the other day and TELL U GUYS SOMETHING!!! DUN EVER EAT THEIR economic rice (CHIA FAN). It sux..... look at this...

I did not mess it up...it was given to me this way.... i really lost my appetite... doesnt it look more like dog food? And it does not taste good at all.... EEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee

Club crawl was last week n my weiqi frends really put in alot of effort in the notice board...

one of the section for weiqi... quite a interesting idea...

recently got alot of this letter in my letter box...

the first time i got this i was so excited about the content...but......

this is the content.... asking u to contact the person if u wan to win 4D.... seriously if there is a method to strike 4D y would ppl still be passing it around?

Got so bored in lab so decide blog this entry in notepad then copy-paste to blogspot.

Wed n thru is club crawl and this year mind sports was very different from last year, it become a muchsmaller booth. I realise many ppl dunno wat is club crawl till i say CCA open house. Y did they useclub crawl? i dunno too...maybe they expect the year 1 to crawl into the sports hall cause they shy? haha..is lame...

These few days i keep wondering if things dun turn up that way, will i still be playing go? Of course hikaru no go make me start playing go but it is that thing that make me continue playing despite how tough it is to make commitment and constant hardwork.Is not a gal or whoever u r thinking..... Many ppl think that playing go is just playing, wats so hard about it? but behind those playing they dun know how much time and effort we spend alone researching and studyng on question. Most probably i wont continue playing go and even if i do i will stop at 20k to 18k and not till the 1d i have today.

Nothing is fair in this world, thats wat everyone like to say.i just feel angry when i see ppl who are so damm fortunate and not lack of anything like money or stuff yet complain on minor things and keep grumbling how sad they are.y cant these ppl look around them and see how other ppl are living...

Today got a selection to go korea in june for competition and was the judge cause june got attachment so cant join. surprise that in ladies group the old noisy aunty actually got 5 straight win.... omg...imagine she going to korea???? i will help those going korea with her to buy mask. muhahaha...




Envy those ppl....... can only be like them in my next life....

Treasure wat u have.

I just know the title of my bloody project today...

DEVELOPMENT OF 3D VISION SYSTEM USING LASER TRIANGULATION.

sounds very cool? i know. i am going to fail....

So this teacher who is like my second informal supervisor ask me "so after knowing the title u know wat is 3d vision, wat is laser triangulation?" Of course i dunno... so i just show him the question mark face. Immediately he say "i thought u play weiqi one? Ppl who play weiqi should be able to bla bla bla......" He just love to use weiqi in our conversation and this is like the third or fourth time le... GREAT!!

Hate my supervisor, just throw everything at me and expect me to do perfectly and yet everytime MIA....

School suddenly become so crowded....

Was reading a weiqi article and is was confirm that GO will be in the next asia game in 2010. It is a good thing but the champ will be either from china or korea cause pros are taking part and amateur like us stand no chance.

Anyway GO replace international chess next year and is a sad thing for international chess cause they r on the way to become a permant sports in asia games if they are approve in the 2010 asia games but the official replace it with GO. To be a permanent sports in asia games u have to be approve in 3 consecutive asia games. India(a country good in international chess) must be like so damm sad....

1 thing that strike my attention is that there will most probably be pair go. This will be very interesting. even though in pair go u still wont stand a chance winning the pros, but there will be a larger chance to rep singapore for it. Muhahaha...But pair go means u need a female partner for it....

So i ask told my sis about it then tell her that the winner of this year pair go competition can go japan. She was like wah!!!!! and say she wan me to teach her more and bla bla bla...

If u r expecting me to be overjoyed, nah.... she is 3 min hot degree(in chinese). Last time after she watch hikaru no go she so entu in weiqi but awhile later she gave up. So i dun pin high hopes on her.

dunno wat to blog.

Went to mac to meet that lady and i thought it was another survery but i was wrong. She start talking about saving and i find it not right after she repeat and repeat again, not going straight to the main point. Finally she say she from AIA. I KNEW IT!!! Damm..... Ask me to buy some plan on saving. Wat she said is very true but just worry i wont be able to fork out the money required monthly.

After that talk realise that begin a insurance agent is not easy. U have to be really good at talking and even if u talk till your throat pop your 'prey' might not wan to buy in the end. really a tough job.

Sometimes dunno y ppl can get amused or entertain over childish, stupid and meaningless coversation or chat. Really kill my braincell.

Time for me to grumble about sch stuff.

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Very moody in lab cause i dunno wat to do and presentation is next mon!! i am really dead. Who can help me on my project???? Haiz. Sooner or later i will despression cause i get very worry and scared these few days over project.

Went to club room during break to see them for training. Envy them so much, so carefree and can spend so much time on GO. Is good to see them train seriously and really hope they benefit from these trainings.

Went to crystal jade for dinner today with my family. I always suggest that place when frends dunno where to have their meal (of course is a joke). But the food there isnt as nice as i thought, is very average and expensive. BOOOO!!!!! I go downstairs da bao hor fun even better, haha..

There was once i was having afternoon break alone in mac and this lady approach me for a survery. Being a helpful and caring citizen i of course say sure. Btw if u ask me if she is pretty or not i really dun remember her face at all. Only know she got 2 eyes, a nose, mouth and..... oh yar, she got hair. BTW, she call me today and hope to meet me again in mac for survery and i dunno y i say ok. I dunno, is kind of strange cause i not sure if she is nyp student(she dunno wat is FYP) and she like can meet me any time. Hope is not a scam, haha...maybe i think too much.

Today in break i got abit carried away and said a joke which is not very funny and maybe offended someone. And he did that 'action'. My blood pressure suddenly rise alot and my blood vessels feel like bursting. I know that action dun mean much but i am damm sensitive to that action, dunno y. Just hate it. I cant promise i wont break it if i see it again. So i remain very calm and quiet and chant "is nothing, is nothing, is nothing" and when i reach my lab, i chant 5 more times, indeed i feel much better. If u r reading this post, i apologise for saying such a joke. Just dun do tat action again.

I ask a few of my frends this riddle but none of them understand the joke....

A mother is giving birth to a twin baby. The doctor deliver the first baby and it came out safely but when the second baby was being delivered, the doctor told the mother that he has already been dead for some time in her womb. The mother was very upset. 30 years later the surviving kid wanted to be a coroner(someone who inspect on dead bodies). The mother was very guilty and she blames herself to cause her son to choose this job. Why???
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Because she thinks her son spend too much time with a dead body causing him to be influenced.

Evan after saying the ans almost all my frend think is because coroner have to spend long time with dead body tats y the mum is upset.

BUT NO!!!!! Is because the boy spend too many days with his dead brother in the womb causing him to get influence. It took me 4sec to understand this joke when i was watching CSI yesterday and i suddenly let out a loud laugh. My maid immediately told my sis she should call an ambulance for me.

Today got 2 new student in my class. One is a transfer student from junior class, the other is a kid from taiwan and both of these parents know abit weiqi so kind of stress when teaching the class. Especially when they stare at every of your move during lesson. I dun like parent to be in class when i am teaching, very stressful, haha.

One of my aunt is a graduate from NUS but now she is not working and just looking after her kid. I cant help thinking y spend so much time and money in uni when u only wan to be a housewife in future. I mean is just so dumb to go through exams after exams and not use the knowledge u got after graduating...I dunno, thats wat i think.

I got a frend i know during my part time job in popular and when i ask her wat she wan to be in future, she said she hope to work in hotel. I am quite surprise. Ask her y and she said during lunch or something when u walk around the hotel u'll see ppl smiling and happily enjoying their holiday and she feel happy seeing ppl enjoying themselve. Is really a unexpected reply.

Like for me, i hope to be a GO teacher. Not because it got GOOD pay or get i will get very popular but seeing a student understanding GO, hearing them say 'oh yar' after u explain their mistake or some question and being able to spread to more ppl really make me enjoy very much.

Different ppl have different thinking and will have different perspective of job they wan.

Whats yours?

Was looking through my tag and jerlyn say i din blog. Haiz...not i dun wan to blog but everyday in sch is so dead and lifeless...i wan to blog also dunno wat to write...

ok, enough of sch....

Today is goooooood friday and i spend whole day in bishan training. Anyway those who dun like to read GO stuff is advise to skip this paragraph unless u cant sleep. My training start at 9am and last all the way to 6pm, was so damm tired. Realise i miss lots of training and those who went reguarly improve real fast. There is so much for me to catch up..... Played against him in a 45min per person match, even though i win by time but by right i have already lost so really upset on losing to him. FYP is making me miss so much training. Speaking of training i really think yls is really great. No matter how tired and late he will still review game for us if we have any question, is only now i truly understand wat shaiws said about yls when i wan to learn under philip. Philip training is good and i really learn alot from him but it is really too expensive, i wonder how long can i continue learning from him.

Was buying drink from mama shop just now and this indian lady in her 50s walk towards me... As she past by me she suddenly gave a LOUD burb. I was so damm freak out cause it was damm loud and the more i think of that sound the more i feel like vomittng. In the end i drank my drink 2h later...

My junior design a weiqi 'logo'. I seriously think is so damm lame. If u dun understand the pic it is showing that 3 white evil seed is trying to surround a crying black seed and the happy black seed show it has escape.

Everyday in sch i will pass by the student admin office where ppl who wan to enter NYP or appeal into NYP will register in there. These few weeks it is fill with ppl and most of them are with anxious and nervous face. Most of the ppl wants to appeal into NYP either they dun like the course or sch allocated to them or their result is too poor. I can really understand how they feel cause i experience it when i was coming into nyp. I did not manage to get into my 12 choice so had to appeal and i told myself if i get in i must treasure it and get good result. But in the end i only treasure it but din get good result.

I cant believe i am in my year 3. Time just pass so fast. But main problem is.....

what have i learn in the past 2 years?

i dont know.

I hate going to sch. Not that is bad or wat but i just dunno how to do or how to start whenever i on my com every morning.

Unlike the past, i have no one to help me with my project.

Next next mon is my presentation..... wat am i going to present?

Kind of scary..................