humans

Humans are the most dangerous living thing in the world. This is very very true. the thing tat human win over animals is brain however in terms of physical humans belong to the weaker group, like if a human fights with a lion over food? Is so hard to understand a human being, you will never know what he is actually thinking about. This friend of yours may be smiling when u are talking to him but he might be tolerating you pretending to be very good friend. Humans loves to be number 1, in academic, work, sports anything u name. But i have to admit that humans are really really smart. Look at all the things around you, buildings, cars, computers...all these are things animals can never create. I am very curious about 1 thing.So many ppl in the world commit sucide and they do so because they know there is such a thing from news, friends, tv, family blah blah blah however if a baby is born and grows up in an environment with no one committing sucide or he does not come in contact with news on ppl committing sucide, will he think of committing sucide?
sorry... the sentences in the above paragraph does not link to one another...just feel like writing them out of sudden. dun worry, i am not thinking of committing sucide or anything.
today maths was bad...but nevermind look at the bright side...30% only. hmm...realise tat i am not trying hard enough to reach my dream, talk only, no action. my dream is to obtain a 1 dan professional strength. this to many ppl playing weiqi in singapore is a joke cause no one in singapore has achieve that and juding at my progress now is quite impossible. so i have to work 100 times harder now to achieve this goal as i am not young anymore too. gd night